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Below are a couple of poems I wrote whilst my son was in hospital.
BRAVE


You are so small, yet perfect
So fragile, but brave
Your tiny body battling,
For each day

To see all the tubes and wires
Is oh such a shock
You should be cradled in my arms
Suckling at my breast.

Your bravery
Inspires my faith
That soon we will get our cuddle
And you will be home safe

Kaj you are so very special
In more ways than you could think
And I wish with all my heart
That you will be kept safe.

Mommy loves you,
Daddy too,
May we soon be a family
Together in all we do.

  HOW

How can I explain, what it is to have a baby
I can not touch, I can not hold and soothe
Precious moments, snatched seconds
The fear of wrongdoing and not being able to help
Everything being out of my control
There is nothing I can do, and I feel so useless
My heart aches for the touch of my baby
To feel his soft smooth skin
To watch his fingers and toes wriggle
A clasp of the hand
To watch his tiny chest
Working so hard to get his breath
So fragile it all is
I shake from the top of my head
Right down to my toes
My fear building as each hour passes
That he might be taken from me
I have not held him
Or fed him at my breast
But I feel the need to protect him
And keep him safe from harm
I am a mother
Yet I have not done the mother things
But I love him unconditionally
No matter what
I just want to be there for him
And do what mothers do
Instead of sitting watching
As he lives in a glass cube

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